kinna bored...

finished my last paper... i was so looking forward to finishing up my exams... but now that it's over... i'm getting kinna bored... and it has only been 13 hours...

i was scouting around for someone to chill out with... those i looked for is either tired, have plans already or have school tml... of course i'm not blaming anyone but kinna sad that there's no one to hang out with...

now currently i'm juggling to find a job, get some money and try to do wat i wanna do... well my top priority now is to get my guitar... that is the definite thing... and i'm looking forward to it...

after that i hoping to save enough to go overseas for a short trip... theresa and sj are gonna try to persuade me to go... apparently there's not much persuading going on cos simply put... i got no money to go... no amount of persuasion is gonna change that...

if i were to go, i'd have to give up buying my guitar and go for the trip... which i honestly tell u guys... i'm not willing to...

i see myself as a burden to them because if i were to go... they'll have to lower their travel budget... which is not very nice of me to request that from them... but they kinna offered to... it's best for them to still have a great time and discard the burden... think about it... throw away one person for the sake of having watever they prefer then hold on to me and having a trip that isn't wat they want...

tml going down to discuss with them... i agreed to meet them cos i really got nothing much to do... and i'll see how i can help out even if i'm not on the trip...

well i guess that's about it for now... Peace!