A thousand apologises...

sorry about the delay bro... had been doing some other stuffs lately...

well... firstly i did not touched the com for a while... even if i did it was a touch and go thing... sign in msn, check e-mail then go away... i donno why i have been feeling so low... so unemotional even a few events has taken place...

firstly was the end of the O levels... i always wanted this to happen but i didn't know wat to do with the time that was given to me after the Os... then today went down to holiday inn at somerset with darren, sara and raiyan and damn raiyan came in late... went training for banquet then finished off at 5 plus... went to pizza hut for dinner with the three of them, it was till that time that i realised how close prom was... it is like 2 more days to go! but i don feel excited in anyway... can anyone answer me why?

before today, i was was around doing much... didn't feel like touching the com, did wanted to update my blog... i even had thoughts of deleting my blog since i'm not a very interesting person, went out with chan to play, cut hair for prom at wisma, pool, talking on the phone and jogging every now and then... i am wandering off aimlessly... wat am i to do?

Ebel msged me today and told me she would be going to sara's house to do her make up... once again i'm going to fetch them... ALONE.

now i'm hearing majong cards hitting each other at the table, children screaming down the hallway... wat a noisy home... now thinking ahead... i donno wat to plan for the next day...lim hao everyday work at escape cannot go la teh with me... chan also getting sick of me keep on going out with him... i'm sick of the com myself... could someone please add some colours to my life? someone please entertain me... wish i could find a true/best friend to tag along always...