Damn tired of this BULL SHIT!!!

Having locked up in the school for two days is torturing enough. i'm down with a fever and i'm breaking down. i feel like giving up most of the time. what should i do?

the bull shit i'm talking about is actually the O levels, no matter how hard or smart i study i don't feel prepared to take the papers with confidence. Mdm jamila was marking my source base questions today in the labrary, i did two of them. she said:"GOOD! keep it up... very hard working. I'm very proud of u" these words almost brought me to tears. Finally after 3 years of practising, i finally got it!!! it's just i'm still not confident in taking the Os man... wat am i to do?

Saw Dearest Xiao Yi and Lim Hao... both great pals of mine. i joined them for lunch and was asking me how i was doing. obviously damn stressed but they said sure pass. all that same words from our seniors. i'm not too sure about it but looks like i'm so gonna fail this year's O levels.

i am damn angry at that Chan Chun Wai!!! monday morning call his house, his mom say he went back to school. call his hp he say he outside with his mom for lunch... BULL SHIT MAN!!! wat's the point in lying? wat are u trying to hide?

Sis... if u're reading this... i would like to have our date on the friday next week. where that is the only day that no exam for next week. really need to take in some fresh air. long time nv see u liao also find it weird.

Irfan Ong... must take picture next time i see u... i don't want to miss my good friend's photo.

to all others. please leave alone, i want to do this by myself. if i am in trouble, i will come look for u.