My question is where does it end?

History paper was ok... not too bad... just that i missed out a few points... no time... 22nd nov would mark the end of the O levels... i've waited for this day... i really want to take a break from all the studing and stressing...

the next obvious question would be wat would i be doing... i want to do programming... but $$ don't have... i want 3 LCD screen 3 com on my desk... all linked up for better potential and better access to watever i want... sounds cool but no money... the 4 or 5 months of pay is not enough for that... talking about that... i've got a couple of jobs to take but haven't decided which one to take... but will decide later...

Ebel... u dyed your hair!!! not bad... in fact it quite nice!!! but please don't screw up on 22nd nov cos still got exam? better go spray fully black to play safe.

One more thing... i've figured out u might have been pretty upset about my situation between wong and me... i know it's your nature to forgive and forget... to have no hard feelings for all... to give in to watever happens, but have u considered the fact that if i would be apologising to him when he was the one who asked for this? if i would to apologise... where would my pride be? it completely makes no sense for me to do this, i however did not want things to turn out this way... maybe u haven't seen his true self. now i feel that he has contridicted our relationship... if that is wat he wants... so be it. he would make a fine friend as soon as he change his attitude towards fellow GUY friends. we are almost at a point of no return... perhaps it's better this way for i do not want him in my life... unless he change for the better... where does this end? i do not know but i think it has already ended long time ago. i am doing wat i believe i must do... to let him know that there are not many people who can tolerate his attitude.