long time... but i'm doing good

yo... how have u been doing? any thing that's interesting?

anyway i'm good, though i've been watching a lot of F.R.I.E.N.D.S. ... and heard something interesting... that maybe proves a very strong point...

been out a lot, been out with my poly brats, and along with dearest melissa too... erm... bell and ong too, and recently with eileen and the gang... went out to celebrate her birthday... watch movies ate lot's of stuff... u know all that hanging out chilling kinna stuff...

got myself a new bag, an old mp4 player from my aunt.. she kinna had to migrate so she pass it to me... and i met someone... she's really nice and sweet... though our talks really are through the night... but i guess it's nice to have someone to talk to...

anyway about F.R.I.E.N.D.S. ... wat actually hit me was something to do with my disbelieve in certain religion... i guess u guys know about it... and about how i'm always depending on facts.

well the story is basically between 2 friends, one is a scientist and the other a... well she has no fix job... who tells this friend scientist that she doesn't believe in evloution and some other since "crap". so he starts showing her fossils and proves of evolution, then she shuts him up and says:

"wasn't there some point in time that the greatest minds believed that the world was flat? or that they once proved that the atom was the smallest thing in the entire universe until someone split them up into a whole lot of stuffs?"

so the scientist kept quiet and walked out of the door...

i guess wat hit me most that i was so dependent on something that i didn't realise that it might not be true... even scientifically proven, they may be wrong...

this however doesn't changes my view on any subjects but i've been wanting to not depend and be so attached on a certain something but i did without realising... but it seems that even though it's not true... pple still choose to believe it cos they created a special attachment to it that they find it hard to let go... that is something i don't want... cos having to be dependent on someone and if so happens that thing happens to leave you, you might fall all the way and never get back up on your feet...

i guess that's all for now... Peace!