is studying all one does?

i've recently watched the movie "A Beautiful Mind"... was so inspired by wat the mathematician John Nash had contributed to the society... but the cause for his extraordinary mind comes with a cause... he's dillusions got the better of him... making him think of things that are not wat they are... he sit's there at his table coming out with original ideas and theorems until he won the noble prize...

then when i come back to how i lived my life... well i may not achive much... cos i know i'm not good with studies... i suck at maths... well partly cos i didn't practice much but if i were naturally clever i would end up in a nerd school long ago...

this sem i know i got to study harder... but really... when it comes to doing it i don't have the discipline to do it... unless it's near a test or exam... no matter how much i wanna strive to score well... i simply can't... even though i know it's for my future...

today at work was not too good... had a headach... so after busy hours went to sleep... i was there sleeping on the chair... didn't realised how tired i was...

this month money a bit tight for me... cos i skipped 2 days of work... cos of my driving and all that's y i can't really spend too much... i figured that if i didn't take a bus i would actually save 10 bucks a week... so now i've been walking to the MRT... then sometimes i bring my water bottle... because of how much water i actually consume a day is shall i say larger than how a normal person would actually take in so with that i hope i can save up a few buck there...

last week had sakae with bell and ong... bell's bf also joined us... but that dinner sort of took me away from all my other remainding savings for the week... but well... i guess sacrifices have to be made to keep in contact with friends especially when u have not met them for a while...

i guess that's all for now... i know my tag board down... donno y also... i'll get another tag board soon... Peace!